Friday, June 22, 2007

Tioman "Happy" Times...

Hi Guys,

This is Blackburn, coming back from Tioman and going back for work.

As I have told many, this trip is much needed, as I wanted a break from work and a holiday. Thus, I will like to thank Lulu, Mendi and Alonso for paying for my transport and accommodation. Those reading please don’t envy, cos I must say I have really good friends.

Anyway… back to the trip.

This trip was really an experience for me. There was lots of first time for me.

Snorkeling, seeing fishes, Sea urchin, hiking, Paprik Fried food... Etc.

However, I must say it was only a break from work and not much more. It was still a tiring trip and with our clique members, pls do not expect us to sleep early.

So in 3 words in describing this trip will be TIRED BUT FUN.

What I really miss in Tioman is actually the lifestyle there, the laidback lifestyle. People were simple but just generally happy. Maybe in another 40 years, I will want to lead this lifestyle. I also miss the “ALICE HAPPY ENTERPRISE” shop aunty, the seafood uncles, “Ramly” Aunty and the Boatmen.

Nevertheless, all trips have it down moments… So do we.

This time we reach Tioman, the injuries, the quarrels, the nothing to do time…

Since Alonso has post the happy times pics, here is the kangtao time pics.







And of cos... who can forget Nikki's child?

Blackburn

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Left a part of us in a paradise called Tioman...






Snorkelling,Ramly,Urchins,Jellyfish,Waterfall,Corals,Monkeys,Scrabble,Hammock,Monitor Lizard,Jetty Jumping,Roti Planta,Dai-Dee with Gun,Stusky & Hutch...and the list goes on..



Missing the taste of Tioman already...

Abang Alvin

Saturday, June 09, 2007

UNCLE ALVIN!!~~~~

SORRY BUT I CAN'T CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT!!! MY NIECE WAS FINALLY OUT 15 MINS AGO!!!!....I THINK TONIGHT CANNOT SLEEP LIAO.. TOMOLO PARDON MY SOCCER...GONNA VISIT HER FIRST THING IN THE MORNING!!~~AND BRING MY BABY LIVERPOOL JERSEY FOR HER..HAHA!!~~ OK JUZ WANTED TO SHARE MY JOY WITH YOU GUYS..IT'S BEEN A LONG WHILE SINCE I'VE BEEN SO THRILLED.. LIFE IS NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME AGAIN WITH THE BABY IN THE HOUSE..OK NEED TO PACK MY ROOM TO MAKE IT MORE BABY FRIENDLY LIAO.. MUZ KEEP ALL MY FIGURINES..HAHA..

BE PREPARED TO HAVE A NEW SUPPER KAKI..I'M GONNA DRIVE HER WITH THE BABY SEAT BESIDE ME WITH YUI'S SONGS BLASTING IN THE BACKGROUND..

I'M OFFICIALLY AN UNCLE.. UNLIKE MANDY WHO ONLY RELY ON APPEARANCE..HAHA..

BTW HER NAME IS CAITLIN BABY..LULU TOT IT WAS 'KIAT LIN'.. TIO..

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW, GONNA STAY UP ALL NIGHT TO SEE MY BEAUTIFUL NIECE IN THE MORNING AND DISTURB HER..HAHAHA...!!~~

UNCLE ALONSO

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

The empty spaces...

Hi,

After having last than 5hours of sleep last night and being super tired now, I should be sleeping. But I just have to type this entry… Cos it is just 24 hours after my birthday, and life just started to went downhill.

I started to miss her. And it seems like someone had it all planned. I saw her for the first time on MSN. However, like the pass few days smses to her, she did not reply to any of my message, MSN & SMS alike.

“What the hell… if U arrange me to see her on MSN, y not let her talk to me!”

This was what went on ringing in my head.

Then it brought me back to a comment I heard recently…

“U know, if she don’t reply, at least it shows she is constant in her actions.”

Maybe she has read my letter and this is her signs of rejecting me.

I thought I had move on, but Y do I miss her so so so so much now….

Thus I came up with this thinking…

“Before I met her, I block out myself from the outside world. Whatever space I have in my heart, I just fill it with myself. I just started to be very self centered.

After I met her, I release myself from the blockages and started to embrace the outside world. I started to fill my heart with her. I just kept thinking of her no matter what I do or should I say everything I did was for her.

After she left, I tried to release her from my world. I tried to let her go. And as I did, the empty space left by her was just too much to bear. I still miss her.”

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Hey guys, if you find me a bit despo of late, please understand that I am just trying to fill up these empty spaces. I think I just need to be entertained by others.

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On the bright side, Lulu recently commented that my REN YUAN with the girls are actually very good. And I must agree with that somehow. The reason I have is that I have 2 sisters thus maybe that y I could communicate better with the opposite sex. But Lulu, please understand this REN YUAN I had is not helping my love life. Its still in a mess.

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Another comment I had was from a girl, she said I have become more ‘nerd’. For this, I actually have a reason for it. I study like hell for the past year, with a score of zero for having a life. I think this will explain the change in my physical look. Hopefully the new year will change for the better.

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Who will fill up the empty spaces left by her?

Blackburn

Monday, June 04, 2007

Working on my Birthday...

Hi all,

As the clock strike 12 midnight, I will be 23 years old already.

Time fly pass very fast.

A year has passed and nothing much since to have change to me.

Thankfully, I felt I did not deproved but I also did not improve as a person.

Love life is still in a mess. Family problems are also increasing. Kangtaos are happening a lot more often the past year. Kangtaos created by myself is also higher than ever.

Moreover, life started to seem so boring the past year. Study, library, home.

At home, I’ve even become a worse – My new found interest – watching and renting Vcds home and burn those that I never finish watching.

Basically, it all sums up – NO LIFE for the pass 1 year.

The only thing I could at least be happy about is my grade. Although it is no where near a third class GPA, I still improved.

Thus, hopefully so, my next year will be a better year!

Nt: To so many of you that still have no idea… my birthday is 4th of June.

Blackburn