Friday, October 26, 2007

Have I eaten my lunch?

Hi,

I just feel like complaining.

Before that, Dey, U ask me for password and username then where is your post?

Back to my topic… Let me bring you thought what I have been doing this week..

Monday
0830-1145 – Lesson
1200-1500 – Corporate Reporting Meeting
1515-1845 – Lesson
1900-2130 – International Econs Meeting

Even when I reach home, I was to rush home to do the project work for the meeting next day.

Tuesday
0830-1100 – Work
1200- 1515 – Lesson
1530- 1630 – Travel from SMU to NTU to meet Prof David
1630- 1800 – Meeting with Prof David (for EBC Module)
1800- 1900 – Travel back to SMU to have International Econs Meeting
1900- 2200 – International Econs Meeting

Same as Monday, I was rushing to do project work the moment I reach home for the next day. Furthermore, when I was on the bus home, I even on the laptop to do the work…. Reality sets in.

Wednesday (the worse of the lot)
1000-1200 – Business Process Meeting
1200-1515 – Lesson
1530-1830 – EBC meeting
1900- 2130 – International Econs Meeting
2130-2215 – Business Process Meeting

In fact, the 2nd Business Process meeting started at 1900 but I had already confirmed going for international Econs Meeting. So I went at 2130 instead since my team mates were still around. And Guess what? I forget to eat lunch the whole day and only remember that I did not eat lunch at the end of the day. Worse still, I ate my dinner at 2300.

Thursday was the less busy day for me as I only need to work and go for another international econs meeting at 7pm.

Today, being Friday, I still have International Econs Meeting. This suck. My life this week is so darn screw up.

Guys… I still have make up lesson on Saturday morning and Meeting on Saturday afternoon.

And on Sunday, no surprises… I have another EBC MEETING AT 11.30am. And a online meeting at 2100. What the F***********!

The only “life” I have right now is soccer… and I have to miss it…

Reality sets in…

Miserable Blackburn

Friday, October 12, 2007

I guess my child will not take PSLE seriously...

Hi Ppl,

This morning, I heard some very shitty news. Its about the PSLE Maths Exams. It was said that this year PSLE Maths were of a super diffcult level. Children cannot finish their exams. Some even cried while doing the exams. Time has really change.

Still remember the time I received by PSLE score... 201. My mum was pulling by my ear while we walked towards the car after receiving the slip of paper. I still remember... at that time, i was not worried about my future or secondary school. I am just worrired that my holidays then will be so screwed. Most probably studying the whole holiday.

Obviously this did not happen and my childhood is still an OK one.

So actually I don’t think these kids should put so much empharsis on the results. PSLE will not determine how your ‘O’ level or ‘A’ level will turn out. Or your future. As much as you should still study, u should also enjoy your childhood. It does not come twice.

Talking about enjoying life... I am sooooo not enjoying at the moment. As much as I understand RESULTS does not determine your future, it is trying to determine mine. You know MY SCHOOL now has this system which is sort of new... “Everyone will be marked base on a bell curve (this is what is happening in the school previously still), and there will be a limit at the number of As, Bs, Cs a professor will give. The percentage goes as follows 25% As, 45%Bs, 35% Cs and Ds and Es and Fs (this second part is not what was previously stated).”

People, I can tell you that soooooooo far in my Uni life, I did not produce any Cs yet and only 2 As. The rest range between B+ to B-. Thus, previous I will not be soooooo worried.

But right now, I am soooooo worried. And Guys, you know I have been studying till the extent I have no life (I have been working 2 and half days a week and studying on Saturday every week... Do you even have time to go out? Even when I want to go out... No one seems to be free either nor will want to spent the money to watch a movie). With all the Mid-term and Quizzes that I have been getting back, I seriously think that I am gonna get at least a C this term not matter how much effort I put in (Results were all below par and in the last 35%).

Hopefully, things will not turn out that way. And I will try not to let this determines what i get in the future.

And Guys... You know i have been talking to you about business proposal about opening a Boxer Shop. As far as I am concern, everywhere I go right now and everything I see right now has been telling me there is a market out there.

BUT MY SCHOOL HAS TO DISAPPOINT ME AGAIN. It has decided not to help me.

For the past 2 weeks, I had been trying to not think about it anymore. But it seems that there is a calling to tell me to carry out what I have been thinking and in everywhere that I turned to nowsadays.

I guess I need more “Help” and “Directions”. If you really intend to help, please step forward.

Mr Helpless and Hopeless Blackburn