Deja Vu...

Hi guys... This is my 1st entry in our clique's blog. Hope it ain't too boring coz i'm gonna fill u guys in on my "ordeal". Got into some sort of kangtao lately and it was something similar to the one I had a few years back. A sense of deja vu started kicking in. I probably had one of my worst days in quite a few years yesterday and that served as a reminder of what I would expect in the future if i hadn't put an end to it. Well... A firm decision need to be made sooner rather than later and hell! did I made it. This time round, it took me a few weeks to realise that nothing is gonna work out so I see it as a vast improvement considering the fact that I took more than 1 year the previous time. The mental torment was simply too much to take. Anymore of it would probably drive me crazy and then, I can live up to my not so desired nickname "Psycho". Am I sad??? DEFINITELY!!! Am I proud of myself??? Without a doubt. I managed to let go of something that I hold so dearly to my heart which also in turn has such a detrimental effect on my overall well-being. To all my clique members, brace yourself for the imminent return of the old me. The facade is on again and it's not gonna be broken so easily anymore. Girls out there beware... I'm gonna let u feel the pain. Hahahaha!!!!!!!! Time to unleash the beast again.