Let ur hair down and party.Cry ur heart out for all you want after that...

O~ Bar!!! What a night we had there yesterday! Maybe it wasn't my best clubbing session but it's certainly among the top few. Gone were the days when I would binged on alcohol and scour the dance floor for vulnerable chicks with the notorious Binghan. Of course I'm not saying that I dun drink anymore or look out for pretty babes; just doing them to a lesser extend. While we guys were deciding on what drinks to order, an Irish chick just came up to us and asked us to dance. We were all quite taken by surprise but it was fine as she was tall and kinda "quai". Since there wasn't any alcohol in our blood stream yet, we excused ourselves and made our way down to 7-11 for some beer to get our heart pumping.

After one big can of beer and few sticks of fag each, we were all psyched up and headed back to where the Irish girls were. Hell! were we glad to see them still around... Even He Quan got a taste of what it felt like to dance with an european hot chick. He must have been in euphoria back then. Hahaha!!! So can you imagine what a guy like me n benny would do??? We danced, hugged and took pics with her. As for me, I even got to piggyback her. Wow!!! How often do you get to do that? But, I felt that her thighs were a lil too hairy for my liking. Lol!!! Seriously, I think this chick was just so fricking high as she was almost toking to everyone on the dance floor and dancing with them. Well... At least she looked like she was having a blast of a time. What went on after that just got me to put on my thinking hat.

Coincidentally, I happened to see her outside the club with her frenz when i was queueing to re-enter. Guess what??? She was crying inconsolably, complete contrast to what she was moments ago. I didn't mean to eavesdrop but I managed to catch a lil of their conversation. If I wasn't mistaken, I think she just broke up with her bf. This goes to show that no matter what a false front u try to put up when you're actually very hurt deep within, the facade will eventually be broken. It may be under the influence of alcohol or recollection fo memories. Whatever it is, the pain is so physically there that you can mask it but you will still feel it. So why all the pretence and not try to forget it. It may be hard but as long as you put your heart and soul into it and think bout all the wonderful possiblities out there, I believe time may just heal. I'm certainly trying so I hope pple who kana kangtaos before will share the same faith.

JJ aka Avan aka p*****