The Return of the Avid Blogger (or maybe not)...

Hey guys, I'm back. Without me saying further, this entry will mark my return. You guys should know why I haven't been posting any entries lately. Firstly, it was my internet kangtao then followed by my fricking old CPU. Finally, everything is done and dusted and I'm up and running again. It seems that my presence wasn't missed as I can see there are many entries being posted. Haven't gone through all of them but i'll try to find time for k. However, for those that I have read, I must say some of them are pretty interesting especially those by Teh. Kinda funny aren't they! Well... Throughout this period that I was gone, many events had taken place and I think it would be best to keep everyone posted. Yes, it's official. I HAVE GOTTEN BACK MY PINK IC!!! That signals the 1 yr 10 mths stint in SAF which I dreaded so very much. Of course I'm not lazing around like most pple would post NS. I wish I could but money isn't just gonna fall from the sky rite. Hai~ Talking about my new job just make me wanna cry. Argh!!! Now I know what it's like working in a retail line. Fricking long hours and hardcore selling. So much politics among colleagues as well. Hai~ Not to mention that my social and leisure time have taken their toll. Well... It may not be a sinecure job but I have certainly gained a lot of exposure. There is always pros and cons when you go into a new environment. As much politics as there may have during work, my colleagues are actually quite a fun bunch to hang out with after work. However, that doesn't mask the fact that I really dislike 1 or 2 of them. If I could have my way, I would bury them so deep down in the earth that they could feel their asses incinerating from the molten core's heat. Like Lady Sovereign's song goes, "love me or hate me it's just an obsession; if you love me then I love you, if you hate me then fuck you." Enough said about pple I loathe. Why make my blood boil when I can bask in my infatuation towards one of my colleagues! Erm... Come to think of it, my feelings for this particular colleague hasn't really given me too much joy. It has more of a melancholic chord to it. Seriously, it's plain to see why since she's really really too far out of my reach. People will definitely think that I'm insane to like her. If you notice, I never mention her name as I can't be too explicit just in case she chances upon our blog. I guess this is pretty much it to update and Ah Du is complaining that I'm typing too loudly so it's time to bid farewell for now. Adios amigos...

What I yearn for...

Hi,

This is Blackburn here. A number of issues to say in this post, hopefully it will not take you guys a day to read. Haha…

Firstly, I like to tell everyone that I had a very happy Christmas Eve dinner this year. A special “Thanks” to anyone who attended and those that took your precious time to buy presents for the dinner. And “nice to meet you” to Lishan. Hopefully she is not so put off by Mendi present.

Secondly, I have actually registered an account under CQcounter for a counter for our blog. I was able to get the HTML part for the counter to put in this blog template, but it does not seem to appear. So I’ll need help. Anyone who knows pls help k?

The site is www.cqcounter.com

Contact me if you want to find out the ID and password k! Thanks.

Thirdly, I just want to tell you guys about the updates that I promised. For anyone who still has no idea, I am working at British American Tobacco as a HR intern till 29-12-2006. After which, I will go back to SMU to MUG like hell. I am still single. I am “desperate but not looking for a partner” mood now. I guess this desperation will die down soon. I have also been fond to use this sentence lately, “It is okay if I am still single now. Cos when I reach 35 years old, I still can go other countries to find.”

The above sentence is not that I do not think Singaporeans girls are inferior but it’s a way for me to console myself and to control my lately “desp” mood.

I have also been really unlucky in mahjong lately. So pls guys do not try to temp me in Mahjong again? K…. if not the lulu debt will be never ending.

Hm.. I guess that all the updates.

So for my last issue for this post is something about “Midnight Sun”. I know this may be the 3rd time someone post on this particular movie but I just wanna urge everyone to watch it.

After watching “Midnight Sun”, I have learned and felt that….

What I yearn for is a colourful love life with a happy ending.

A love just based on feelings and nothing much else.

Although I know this kind of love will not exist in this world, but at the very least “Midnight Sun” still gave me this * little bit of hope.

Thus, I will really urge you guys to watch it.

Life goes on…

Blackburn

Love actually hurts so much...

Hi,

I know I said that this next post should be my updates, but apparently I am going to work in 5 mins, so I am just gonna put up this post first.

This is a song by Gigi leung. She broke up with Ekin Cheung after 7 years. Quite sad… the story was that, the very night, she wanted to throw a surprise engagement party for him. But he dumped her. Until now, she is said to be hurt by what happened.

This is a new song in her album which really touched me. (I’ll have the English translation for those that cannot see and don’t understand the Chinese words. But it may not be totally accurate. Sorry)

梁咏琪-原来爱情这么伤
Gigi – Love actually hurts so much

我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
When I open my eyes, I could not see the daylight.
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
Tears will flow mid way through my meal
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
When I tried not to think, time seem to pass so slowly
也与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想
its all because of you. Its you that I am having random thoughts again.

我日月无光忙得不知所以然
I keep myself busy with work
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
Talking to my friends did not help either
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
I thought single-hood will become a habit for me. But having you is the habit.
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方
The place you had in my heart is empty piece of land.
原来爱情这么伤比想象中还难
Love actually hurts so much, its harder than I can imagine
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
Tears would not listen to me. Happiness hides away from me.
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
There are too many reasons behind it. But they are all the same.
说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱
Love is easy when you talk about it. But if you get into it, it becomes messy.
只想变的坚强强到能够去忘
I just want to become strong. Strong enough to forget everything.
无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗
Never mind, I just need to learn to resist sadness.

原来爱情这么伤
Love actually hurts so much
原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
Love actually has so many bends.
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
Tears will flow no matter what, even when you are blind, you still wants love.
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
I believe I will fight away all the sorrows one day.
回过头再看一看
Let me look back
原来爱情那么伤
Love actually hurts so much
下次还会不会这样
Will it be the same the next time round?

Guys, I have to apolgise again if I translate wrongly, haha… I tried.

Anyway, this is nice song, go get it.

Blackburn

Let's Celebrate!

Hi,

Let’s cheer… Cos Barcelona LOST in the world club cup. Haha… Apparently, mendi said he was gonna post something interesting that day after the raining soccer day. I guess it musz be something about Barcelona winning a cup. And since they did not do it, I guess we still have to wait for the long-waited-mendi’s-post.

Okok… enough of mendi… Even when you know he is not looking at this post, we just have to make fun of him.

I do have something interesting to tell you guys… Apparently, my ex-GF saw the article on the newpaper. So she congratulated me… Until now, I still do not know whether I should be happy or sad…

Anyway, there is still something to look forward to… CHRISTMAS PARTY! Let’s all look forward to it….

For all the single guys, there is still something to look forward to… Getting older… What I heard from my work place is that as we get older, we get less desperate and also we get richer. By this time, all the singles girls will be flocking towards us.

So stay positive, there is always light at the end of the tunnel.

Mr. Teh… I’ll do my updates next post… Look forward.

Mr Talen(ted) Blackburn

Simply can't get enough of my Yui..

Yo guys, here is a post especially thanking those who came down yesterday to Orchard to support my dad.. Although a bit humid and a lot of pespiration, I hope u guys enjoyed his performance.. I certainly enjoyed the music and the christmas songs he played.. Thanks again, my dad and i appreciate it..

Christmas is round the corner and the trip down to town yesterday certainly hyped up the mood. Here is a reminder to those who have yet to get a gift for the xmas dinner exchange. 2 things : the budget is $10 and a very important point is to REMEMBER TO WRAP IT UP HOR!!~~ if not i make sure u wrap it up with ur money that day.. make the event more surprising..

Personally Christmas has taken a whole new meaning. Firstly it signals the end of the year, and it gives us a chance to look back at the year and recap on the ups and downs. For the ups, hope it continues to the new year and for the downs, be glad that its over and we have a spanking new year to look forward to!!

It also gives us a chance to repent and take the new year as a benchmark to a beginning of a brand new start. So, to hell with 2006 and welcome 2007.

Its gonna be the most highly anticipated year for the clique. People embarking on respective missions and definately there will be plenty of stories to share. For myself, i will be going to a whole new environment which u guys are more excited then i am..haha..don't worry, there will be plenty to look forward to.

Btw the birthdays will be coming thick and fast yet again so prepare for the onslaught. 23 years old liao, and i hope mandy will not give himself kangtaos again.

I just attached the Music Video of Yui's song, Goodbye days, with clips from the movies and english subtitles. So those who still haven watched Midnight Sun, YOU BETTER FASTER GO WATCH hor.. I know i will watch again..haha.. maybe after xmas eve dinner.. coz i simply can't get enough of her..

You'll never walk alone,
alonso
(just returned from church camp)

Updates

I was just thinking how ignorant i am about the current doings and status of our clique guys and girls. Especially when its sometimes hard to meet up and stuff. So i was thinking of saying something about myself and hope that others will follow suit.

I'm going to become a trainee teacher from jan onwards at seng kang primary. Probably teaching english and mathematics. I'm not very smart or witty so i chose teaching where the core elements are hard work and patience and for whatever other talents that i lack there's always practice and experience. If i perform well and pass the EPT(entrance proficiency test), i will be enrolled in NIE, if not...then its byebye to a teaching career.

I view my personal life and career as 2 separate elements. I will be a morally good teacher yet be true to myself when im outside work. Honestly, i'm horny and sex-deprived. Whenever i'm not concentrating on a task, i'm thinking of girls and sex almost 90.312% of the time. But i will not allow such beastly intincts to affect with my work, its something that i know and will realise.

Now i'm trying to brush up on my english and maths so i will appreciate any help that any of you can give. i'm trying hard to procure textbooks and stuff to read up these 2 wks.

That's the end of my update. Hope to see the rest giving some insights to their life. Let's work hard for our future

Mr Teh

I think i juz saw an Angel..

Speedy post, need to wake up at 6am tomolo for camp...

Juz watched the movie "MIDNIGHT SUN" starring my YUI.. Pls go and watch it, it is a damn nice movie, if not nice u all can claim a refund from me..

Especially listen to my wudi pili jing kang power up level 3 akuma chio and cute YUI...
its not coz she cute thats why i like her, its cause this girl really has talent...

She is only 20 and she writes her own songs and sings acoustic in front of literally hundreds of thousands with nothing but her guitar..

And i dare say she is the only few female singers with such a good voice, unplugged and live..

Go you tube and search for 'yui' and especially the song "M".. she has one of the most angelic voice i've ever heard...

So go watch the movie!! Its only available at PS and VIVO for GV.. and some Cathay cinemas nia..

Catch it before its too late..

For the uninitiated, here is the movie's trailer..btw its 2 hours long..

you'll never walk alone,
alonso
number 1 Yui fan

The worst Holidays...

Hi,

Blackburn 1-0 AS Nancy.

Lets give them a round of applause!! I know you all will be wondering who the hell are AS Nancy, but who cares? The fact is Blackburn won!! Yeah!!

Anyway, I need to thank Mr. Teh for him having his first post. I hope he will get his wish.

Let’s see…I am now in my office but in no mood to work… every morning when I reach the office, I am already thinking of what I going to do after work. I just hope these holidays pass quickly and I can leave this place. I know many of you will be scolding me at this point of time. But please spare me!

I don’t really like to work just for the sake of money, at least I try. I never thought this internship will become like that. It is not that it’s boring. I think it’s because it is a work of HR and I am not into this line.

Many of you will also be thinking…. “But what about the Kip Huis there?”

I just don’t think it is possible for me and any one of the ladies here to become an item. I just know that if I am still single at the age of 35, there is always Vietnam and China.

For updates, China around 1000 dollars. Vietnam is 1999 dollars.

Mendi, start saving now. 1 dollar a day, I think you will have that much cash at the end of the day.

This is for lulu. I say this one last time.

“A first look will let you know that whether you are interested in the girl

A second look will let you confirm your feelings.

A first chat will let you know the girl further.

A second chat will let you really know if you like the girl.

A first outing will let you know if the girl is someone for you.

A second outing will let you know if you have a chance.

Keep going if you think you have a chance.”

To those who do not understand what I am writing about, eventually I just want to tell Lulu,

“Knowing a girl will take time… it does not depend on the first impressions.”

That’s all!

Have fun… have to go back to work.

What a holidays…

Talen(ted) Blackburn

The "Burning" Sensation

Hi,

It’s me again. Mr Talen(ted) Blackburn. Since I am free from office work now, I decided to put up this post that I wanted to do since the last soccer session.

Ever heard or remember this phase?

“Dey, my legs are on fire!”

To recap, this phase started out with little Ronaldo aka Ma Jiang Xiao Wang Zi (Mahjong Prince).

Before anything-else, I just want you to relax and imagine.

“On a sunny Sunday morning, we are playing soccer against the Lao Jiao (Old Birds). Lao Jiao no. 1, Mr Candy, mis-kick the ball. Then, the ball fell to your feet. You push the ball upfront and on came Lao Jiao no. 2, Mr Endless. Candy is behind you too. At this moment, you search for your team-mates. But everyone is too tired and did not make any run into space.

You are on your own now.

You tried to flick the ball pass Endless. Due to his long legs, his leg managed to hit the ball but he did not get it. You chase for the loose ball, with Candy going for the same ball.

Candy got the ball.

Then you suddenly felt this sensation through your legs. And you pull the ball away from Candy’s legs and push it forward. This time, Lao Jiao no. 3, Mr Lawrence, came up to tackle you. This time round, you did a Ronaldinho flick instead and the ball went past Lawrence. You run with the ball. You saw Endless and Lao Jiao no. 4, Mr Ah Seng, running towards you. You pulled the ball back and turned. You went pass Ah Seng. You are now, one on one with the last man, Lao Jiao no. 5, Mr Eric. With him being his lazy self and standing there, you smack the ball straight up with power.

The ball went up and in between the basketball posts. GOAL!

You scored that day’s most sensational goal!”

So how do you feel now? Do you have the urge to play soccer this Sunday? Do you feel your legs burning now?

That was how I felt last soccer session, as I tried to and succeed in dribbling pass the opponents that day. The feeling was “Superb”.

Anyway, I did felt the “Burning” Sensation on my legs. Thus, I fully understand what Mahjong Prince was trying to say.

That’s all.

Hope to see you at the usual place and the usual time next week.

My legs are burning already.

NT: Cage on 09/12 is cancelled. Don’t think we have enough people.

Mr Talen(ted) Blackburn

Miss Major Turnoff, a name for a major TurnOn...

Hi,

It is Mr Blackburn again. Anyway most of our exams are over, I have a treat for u guys and its STRICTLY FOR GUYS.

Go and visit these websites:

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=34591008

www.xanga.com/major_turnoff

www.flickr.com/photos/major_turnoff

Seriously when I saw the friendster, I thought was some guy’s friendster putting on some AV star pictures! Haha… Then I was in for the big surprise! I think she looks good and the photos look really good. I also think she was quite brave to put up some of the pictures. Like what she said, she is the girl the people love to hate.

And as my usual character, I send her a message on friendster. Then if she see my friendster, she will visit our blog! Haha…. Ops… That’s my usual self.

In Private (Mendi, Pls do not use the photos for some “Pop, Pop, Pop” Session k?)

Anyway, to the second issue, there is the anonymous person that has been giving comments to my message. If you are reading this, I seriously think you are someone from my friendster account that does not really know me well enough.

And I will really like to know who you are. My Hp is still unchanged, so you can sms me in private if you want.

For the last issue, I really think that you guys are the best.

I do have some theory behind these few words and will explain in due time!

Have fun and here are some updates on the clique activity in Dec.

Dec issues for all clique members,
Every Sunday – Soccer
09/12 – Cage (who cannot go pls tell us asap)
16/12 – USM wedding buffet at Psycho house
23/12 – Ramily Burger Time at Blackburn House (who don’t want to come tell Blackburn)
24/12 – Clique yearly dinner at Sakura
25/12 to 29/12 – Genting (Everyone pls confirm your attendance! And I am not going due to attachment at BAT. Sorry Guys!)

Mr Blackburn