3 in a row..

It has been a long time since this blog is being updated and it has been a longer time since I posted something on this blog.

Hi people, this is Mr Blackburn again. I have so many things to update and hopefully I touch on everything I have think of since the last time I blog.

Firstly, I want to thank my friends who actually view this blog. But most of them whom view it always ask “Y our blog so serious?” Thus, I would like to clarify that we are actually very fun people, so don’t be fool by the contents of this blog. You can also view us as very deep people who have fun and laughter when we are together. When I say ‘deep’, I am only describing people who have posted on this blog in my clique (So this excludes mendi). I also apologized to people who do not understand some words in this blog, like kangtao, tio, laosipkong etc… This is because this blog started out as a clique blog so these are some language that only my clique will understand. Anyway, if you do not understand, just post under comments. We’ll explain.

Next, there is the secret admirer who posted the comment that I am very handsome. Haha… I really have to thank you! White lies have always been a real good motivator to get the day started.

I would also like to thank my clique members once again for waking up, being more active in the recent soccer matches. Thank YOU! However, sadly I know when this ‘wake up’ call will not last forever.

Next, it is a more important issue that I am going to talk about. I think this is the 3rd time in a row that I blew my own chances of getting a KIP HUI! Haha… clique members, if you want the details get from me k… I am not going to type here.

I have been thinking about Y have I had that. I have to admit I am desperate at times. But whenever I am so close to getting into one, I pull myself out of it. So I was thinking “what am I thinking?”

Then I realized a lot of stuff.

1. I am very picky on kip huis. Even though I admit my taste has drop, my pickyness is getting really bad.
2. I want a really long relationship. If I feel that something will go wrong in the future, I will get out of it asap.
3. I am getting used to being single and carefree. Sometimes I just cannot stand the talkative nature of kip huis already. I want to do what I want to do and when I want to do it. I do not want to get restricted.
4. I feel that girlfriends should get from a good one to a better one. But I always have this thinking that Rachel is the best. Guess I just cannot get that out of my mind.
5. I also feel that I am inferior to others, especially those in SMU. I still cannot figure out y… so I always say “because I don’t have a license” But maybe its because of results or family background. No idea.
6. Lastly, I also think that I am in a very bad financial situation to get into a relationship. Maybe it is just another of my excuses.

I guess that is all that I have realized so far. Maybe it is just that I am getting older.

So… that’s all. Ops.. this is supposed to be a happy post. Okay so here something on a little note.

On Wednesday, after studying with Mendi, Alonso and Lulu, we went to Chomp Chomp to eat. After which I took 315 go home. But I have no idea Y the bus went around hougang, AMK then BACK TO CHOMP CHOMP BUS STOP! WTF…. Then it went to serangoon bus interchange. From Serangoon north to Seragoon central… I took a bloody 1 freaking hour! What have I done wrong…

Life still carries on...

Mr Talen(ted) Blackburn