Hi all,
I have to say sorry for now… cos all the post that I am going to put up is just so emotional so sad…
The last few nights, I have thinking and talking to some of you as well. Half was supporting me, others were just telling me the “truth”. For me, I thank these few who encourage me and also people who just wanted to tell me the truth and its consequences.
However, I will like to tell u guys, I know the “truth”. The fact she (may) only treats me as a friend. The fact she don’t like me in the way I like her. The fact whatever that I had been saying is just bluffing myself, to just make myself feel hopeful again.
But I just want u guys to understand, the real truth is that I have never been so in love before, maybe only for “the one who appears in the paper”. And I thought I will never believe in love. As for those that really know me, ask yrself, have I love someone so much before? Have I love someone so long before?
And I also know, I have fallen so deep, that if I got rejected, I may never recover again.
But don’t worry too, cos I know I have friends like you to count on. And I also have time to heal myself. I have already prepared for the worst.
And also just a note, unless u have something positive to tell, don’t tell me anything. Just let me bluff myself as long as possible. Let me feel that there is still hope in the world of love.
So thank you FRIENDS, for the way you have been treating me.
And sorry FRIENDS, for all the complaining and nonsense that I have been telling you, Bear with it.
Lastly, 3 quotes that I cross my mind recently,
“But nothing is really impossible if you set your mind to believe and your heart to love...”
“Good things come to those who wait.”
“She can make herself to not like me,
She can tell herself to not like me,
She can actually don’t like me,
She can really just treat me as a friend,
But she cannot force me to not love her…”
Once again, thanks for reading…
Blackburn
4 comments:
I just had the worst hiting just now...
One of my friends just told me to wake up from my dream...
It was really direct... It was really bad... At that moment i guess i was just trying to find some support...
All these stuff going through my head is really unhealthy... I know... Once again... i thank those who try to drill the truth into my head.
At this moment or that moment just now, i could have cried...
Am i too stubborn?
The world or life seem so meaningless... Life is supposed to be full of hope...
Apparently not so at this moment.
I just wanna go home and just stay there... i just wanna hide in my room now. Y the heck am i still working... i just wanna leave...
A Body without a soul,
Blackburn
'Good things come to those who wait'...
U sure u wanna live by that quote after i told u bout my kt last night???
Some things u can afford to wait but some things once u lose the opportunity u may NEVER get it back ...
think about it man..
it will suck to live a life riddled with regrets..
Go for it!!!!!!
My 2 cents' worth...
alvin
Reality may be cruel... but there is sth called never regret...
I haf a veri bad experiences for love relationship in the past.... once even makin me total depress and fallen down.... (read my blog, dude, u will knw)
but after the y camp, someone made me believe tat i shld never regret abt watever is the consequences n go for it....
as for u, dude, i believe watever happens at the end, u shld never gif up... so be it, if the endin is nt wat u wanted, but as long as u never regret, u shld keep on the faith in u....
so be it, if u will fall.... but never let the word regret appear in u....
good luck, dude...
Chris
Unlike Christ and alvin, I am quite pessimistic.Pursue if there is a chance. Retreat if u noe that she only treats u as mere friend. Leave some dignity for urself.
Stay cool
Lulu
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