Breaking Point...

It has been a long time since I wrote something here. I really should be writing something nice and happy since i have graduated and gone overseas.

But what has been haunting me are the mere fact that I am still unemployed.

Frustrated... and worse, is the fact that I have to face my parents every single day...

Every single day pass by and the same kind of thoughts still haunts me…

Should I or should I not work for my parents?

Am I not a good son if I do not help them, especially right now, in these difficult times.

Really hate the fact that I am a graduate now… Felt like such a failure.

Up till now I still do not know what the right decision is.

I can come up with a few reasons for why I should work for them. But I can also come up with a 101 reasons why I should not.

I hope I can rewind a few years back so that I can plan my studies better and not graduate at this freaking time.

And at times, the frustration level hits a breaking point and the thought of “leaving everything behind” comes back.

F************ financial crisis….

Blackburn