Hello,
It has been a long time since I wrote anything for the blog. Cos I’m dead tired, emotionally and physically. Too many things have happened since I started work. It was supposed to be good. And initially it was good until I had too many “complications” in my mind.
Before I start on the complications, I just want to thank Amendi for recovering my beautiful “EMO” posts.
And also to Alonso, glad you have found some light in your life now. Enjoy while you can. Seriously I thought of going over to, working has drained the soul out of my life. Sometimes I really have the Deja Vu feel that you talk about. Am I trying too hard to prove myself? Nowadays, I sleep on the bus to work, on the bus back home. Reach home, I also sleep at 11+. Very tired. And I am only into my 2nd month at work, how am I going to Tahan the next 10 mths?
Many of you must be thinking, this is life, this is work! So bear with it! But is this really the life that we study so hard for and work so hard towards? Anyway, I am not the kind of guy that call it quits so early on. But there is other stuff, other complications that is draining me...
Firstly, I am just starting to have my first-hand politics. Talk too much – kana complain. Listen to music with ear piece on – ALSO cannot (Whenever I listen, I am quiet k? – Get the irony). Furthermore, the songs I listen to are Linkin Park Songs, Justin Timberlake Songs and Other R&B hip hop songs and THEY EXPECT ME TO NOT USE EAR PIECE. I think the fact that I am using ear piece is that I am just being considerate! The next worse thing is that I am sitting next to the director office and in front of the compliance team. Whatever I do, sure kana backstab by people. The fact is I already did not use the internet for personal stuff (other than a particular Friday searching for movie – And Kana Seen by my “Xiao-Lao-Ban” using it, Never use it for any personal use) and just trying my best to enjoy DOING THE SAME WORK OVER AND OVER AGAIN. And still I kana complained. Laugh too loud also cannot. Too restrictive. Not use to it.
Secondly, I worked 25 hrs of FOC OT for my company last month. If I am paid, I got nothing to say. BUT IT IS ALL FOC!
Before I end, I hope to meet up with GMH guys soon! And my army friends too! The only group of friends whom I think really knows me. As well as my bestie!
Ps. Sorry for all the wrong use of English words and sentence structure. Pls bear with it.
Blackburn
5 comments:
I was joking la Talen haha. Enjoy your trip to Bangkok. Relax, reflect and rejuvenate yourself.
joking abt?
Joking about spell check.
Talen mai sian..
Juz go confess to A lah.. plain simple and u wont have to go thru the endless nights..faster jio her before she gets attached if not another long emo post on the way liao..U never know she may be applyin reverse psychology and in fact likes u?
the most impt thing is, wat the heck is B trying to do man, hookin u while attached. tell her to do it when she breaks off la..kang tao sau potential..
as for deja vu, u probably heard countless stories about it. Since u know full well wat u are going to expect before choosing this carreer path, there is no pt harpin about it when u are in the situation u urself chose to be in.No one forced u to, so no one can help u there except urself. I believe u are going thru the exact same experience I had during my intership at Raffles city which I shared with u before..
probably seek advice from ppl who likes this type of life?
end of the year come find me liao mai sian. dun tell me no money hor.. u are the most travelled in among us in the past few years..haha..
k man take care. tried to call u on sat but u were away..
god bless.
thanks... another emo post coming along..
Blackburn
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