Can feelings be expressed by words???

For quite a while now I've been trying to leave comments but somehow, I can't seem to do so. I think there must be something really wrong with my comp hence, here's my long awaited entry. Referring to Teh's last entry, I'm one of those who likes to pen down my feelings, may it be in my diary or blog. Although I feel words are impotent to fully describe one's feelings, it's one outlet if you aren't the sort who likes to confide in someone. Having read terence's entries, I'm sure everyone feels for him and i'm no exception. If I've gotten attached recently, I could well be a member of the Zi Bi Club. Well... Who knows how long my relationship can last??? You guys should be no stranger to who my gf is by now. I know deep down inside that some of you detest it, some just prefer to sit on the fence and some subtlely giving me support. Whatever it is, I've no hard feelings against any of you coz I know what positions you peeps have in my heart. Without you guys, there won't be me. I may not express my gratitude but this is honestly how I feel. What I'm doing now is something really out of the norm and it's no wonder many of you can't accept. Come on guys, this isn't the first day you know me. I always have the knack of doing crazy shit even if it means the consequences may be grave. I've always been rather liberal and deviant but Jon (ALvin's classmate) has broaden my perspective even wider. It's kinda ironic if you think bout it. I was the one who's supposed to be counselling him. He said my family is kinda dysfunctional so from young, I didn't really get to appreciate the bliss of a happy family that's why I always dive in like a headless chicken when I love someone. Hell!!! For the 23 years of my life, I've never thought of it this way. He does make some sense, mind you. Fancy a 16 year old teaching a 23 how to view things from another angle. What a disgrace!!! Whatever it is, I've to reiterate my stand. This applies to all. If you like someone or something and you see a glimmer of hope, just fricking go for it. Seriously, you never know when the grim reaper will come knocking on your door so dun take any chances. It's true that sometimes you may come across as being immoral but who's to judge you. As long as you dun resort to unscrupulous means, no one can pass a verdict like dat on you. You're merely working hard for what you desire. Having said so, if there really is no hope at all, there's no point wasting time and effort. It's definitely hard to move on but we just gotta try, if you know what I'm saying. So dudes, I dun need your support. All I'm asking for is your understanding. You guys dun calll me "Psycho" for no reason rite...