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Hi Guys,

Today, I help my sister to go from Dhoby Ghaut to Boon Lay to buy a present for her BF. The whole journey cause 3 hrs.. its like 9.30pm when I reach home.

If you are wondering y will I do that, I have no idea. In fact before I did this before, I consider myself quite selfish. Or only doing things that will eventually benefit myself.

During the 3hr journey, I kept thinking. I was telling myself “Y am I doing this?”.

Then my thoughts went on to her and girlsssssssssssss(I must be truthful, there were a lot of girls that I liked) that I was interested before.

Then I focus my thoughts to just 4 girls. A gal that I like in my JC times, My last 2 ex girlfriends and Her.

Except for my latest ex, I did a lot of special stuff for these gals and it was definitely from the heart. As for my latest ex, it was not that I did not do anything for her, just that it was not as much as others. Thus, I always tell people she is the nicest gal I ever met. It is only when I lose her then I realize how important she is.

Anyway from all these thoughts (the short time span of every relationship; the gals I did things for did not fall for me, even for her), I realize I cannot love anyone or I don’t know how to love or there is just something wrong with me dealing in relationship or I just did not find the gal yet.

Whatever the case, since I cannot love anymore, I should just focus this energy elsewhere.

Let’s backtrack a bit: In “angel” case, I feel that fated is sealed. I am not going into details and I’ve decide to move on.

Lets get back: As I decide to move on and focus my energy elsewhere, I decide to focus this energy on my family and friends instead.

“If I am willingly to do these stuff and not get anything in return, y I cannot spend these time and energy on the people I loved and will appreciate instead and not elsewhere?”

So that is my new idea, to put this energy into good use instead.

Then as I kept thinking, I thought of my business plan, “The planning business” that I always has in mind. I realize the inspiration I have for these idea, came from the thought that I want to see people smile more often.

So I decided to concentrate and came up with a non-profit business idea.

“What I want to see as many happy faces in the world as possible, if I plan an outing for these people and they like it, they will smile. As the Chinese always say, if you help others, you will be happy too.”

So lets spread the love around.

Nt: Will elaborate more on this idea another time.

Disclaimer: just wanted to put a disclaimer this morning for the post i put last nite. Anyway, whatever i said here may or may not happen, but at least this is how i feel now.

Blackburn