Angel & I 2

Hi all,

Know what… Firstly, I have to apologize to some of you for my attitude recently when we go out. I know I have been very “sian” when we are out. I guess it’s just been hard. There are so many things that I have been frustrated about. It’s just that “We” will not be working together anymore within 7 days. And I just become very confused of what I should and should not do. I cannot imagine what will happen after that.

I guess this time I have really put in quite a lot. Putting my heart into making her happy and hoping that she understands.

Moreover there is something that she said which has been bothering me. She said to her, “Relationship is on chemistry and feeling.” To me, at the rate she is replying my smses, I suppose it will be chemistry no more after the 7th day from now.

So I have been thinking… What should I do then? Express myself? Ask her the ultimate question? See how she feels?

However, the irony is also that I understand “fools rush in”. I believe these things are stuff that we should not be rushing in. Furthermore, I think she still do not really know me. I do not want problems arising in the future.

My thoughts are just like the comments coming in… some say “give the Big Hint”… some say “pls just give up”… others just say “pls wait”… So I am just confused.

Eventually, I just wanna say sorry if I did not portray the right attitude to you guys recently. I just hope things work out.

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Angel & I 2

“….He began to become confused about what he should do with these feelings he had for her.

Express himself? Ask her to be his gf? Ask her how she feels about him?

Things just got more complicated.

He tried to give some hints. When she said, ‘I feel like eating sweets’, he rush to buy sweets for her. When she has a sore throat, he rushes to buy lozenges for her. When she asks him for help, he did not give the slightest of hesitation.

As for her, she was an angel, not an idiot. She got the hint. But she was just too busy to get into any relationship. Moreover, she is someone who does not go after guys. She just does not have to do that.

As time went by, it got to the last week of her working week. He started to panic about what will happen if she is gone. After all she is the one who made him believe in love again.

He began to ask around for help.

To be continued…”

Blackburn