Not Mature Enough...

Regret...

Full of Regret...

Haha... When was the last time you say things on impulse?

Mine was like RECENTLY.

I shall not go into details of what happens. But it made me realise a lot of things.

I realise I always treat some people very well and then after that SHUT MYSELF OUT OF THEIR WORLD. For example, I treat “B” very well. Then when things go wrong, I shut myself out of “B”’s world.

Is that right?

I never knew the answer until now. After some late communicating between my bestie and some other friend, I realise this is so wrong.

The reason behind all this of shutting myself up is because (I don’t know if anyone will be offended by what i am going to say)...

“I DON’T THINK PEOPLE NEED A LOT OF FRIENDS .
A few “TRUE FRIENDS” will be able to save the day so Y do you need to add on to that?”

That is y I don’t really contact some of them nowsadays. Then again, this does not mean I don’t treat them as ‘”FRIENDS”. In my heart, if they need help or need me, I will definitely be there for them. It just that maybe I AM JUST LAZY TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH EVERYONE.

OK... I am so contradicting right now.

Haha... Maybe this reason is I AM LAZY. But this is human nature right?

So now I guess the right way forward is TO BRING THINGS BACK TO NORMAL WITH THE RECENT FRIEND I MADE.

I mean I just want things to be back to normal... Don’t really care about other things already.

Hopefully this will happens in due time.

As for whether you are thinking if I am EMO, I don’t think I am or maybe I am.

Haha... After all, if you read before all my posts, you will know. My brain and heart “works” differently. Sometimes my brain will be telling me, you have to do “this”, but my heart is telling me, “Nope that is wrong, you should do that.” To conclude, I am just having a few thoughts now.

Maybe it times to synchronise my BRAIN and HEART to think in the same direction.

Blackburn
(Ps. Can someone tell Blackburn not to employ Graeme Souness Please?)

(Pss. Can we extract WISDOM TOOTH with going over the Complicated stuff like surgery?... Maybe it time to pray. To tell whoever is looking after me up there that “Please make my wisdom tooth disappear. And if you can also, let me be rich.” So friends, if my wisdom tooth disappear, that means i’ll also be rich. Then again I always feel I will be rich eventually... Haha...)

(Psss. Please do not get offended by any of the above messages. If you are, keep it to yourself or just comment. If you are really really offended, you can call my hotline. It is 9*******. If you are my friend, you will know my number. Haha...)